Monday 12 November 2012





那心在滴血的频率

一滴   一滴

不缓不急

坠落

晕开纸上的忧虑

化作心痛的旋律

纠结成一片锁链


无所谓

经过阳光的洗礼

终究会退色


然后

再重新染上

一滴再一滴的

泪水


Friday 10 August 2012

Reverie-ing..



Flying over the crystal blue sea
Brushing through the palm trees
Traveling across the velvet sky
Just wish to see thee 




Kids, you're lovely + awesome!

Been teaching at kindergarten for one and a half month.
Although the period was quite short, the experience being with kids has changed my view on them - not all of the children are some rude, wicked and unlovely brats whom I'm not used to have fondness towards.
I'd admit that before I first had the chance to mingle with that bunch of kids, I was actually having a general bad impression towards them. Maybe that's because those kids I'd met before are all kinda.. untamed, i'd say.
Surprisingly, in a few days' time, I was quite delighted by their naive spirits and their creativity.
Their speech, though not really completely expressing what's on their mind, showed their simple wants.
Kids are simple, they want attention.
They like to tell stories. If it's a real story, it's usually bragging, like they've got new stuff, gone to somewhere with family, or being able to do something nice. If it's about imagination, you'll be awed by the flow of their story line which shows pure creativity.
So, I'm convinced that kids are actually adorable like most people think.
Plus, kids nowadays are becoming more and more good looking is it! Many cute girls and cute boys in a class!  ≧◡≦
For them, if you give them love and care, and they'll love you back, with pure hearts.=]


Teacher says, 'go hug each other and stand still!' as a punishment after they played too much~ cute not? :D

So cute! Agree?
My students and I~ Kids, why didn't you show some smiles huh? 

Don't look down on kids, they could be some great person in the future! Children, best wishes to you all! <3

Monday 30 July 2012

心。湖


心底的话像一片湖。

很多时候,
一块石头跌落湖中,或是风吹,或是人为,
沉在湖底的心情,
就会化作文字,
涌现到湖面上。

一开始的千言万语,
最后化作只言片语。
时间一过,
文字就慢慢的沉淀,
直到湖水,清澈宁静。

这些话啊,
一旦不及时打捞上来,
很快的,
就会被淹没了。

终于,了解,
那心情,
其实只如昙花一现,
顷刻即逝。

虽然如此,
还是希望能将那刻的心情,
记录下来,
以备往后翻阅,
再细想当时的情感。



Friday 6 July 2012

I'm therefore in love with my new study table, great thanks and love to daddy and mummy. =)

I've been wanting a new study table very much, indeed, as my previous table was a child-use one. It has accompanied me during my studying life for at least 11 years. It's not as though I haven't got any feelings to it, but believe me, it's really too small and too low for my height now being an adult (not wanting to call myself an adult actually, but that's the fact), so forgive me for being pitiless to it. XD

Weeks ago mum suggested to dad that my table should be changed, after I mentioned about getting a new table. I've done some searching for the designs of study tables, and found some simple and yet beautiful designs. I showed them to mum and dad, and they approved to help me seeking ways to complete it. Show you the designs I've been referring.




I've used the design of table assembling the first pic, and the rack design resembling the second pic. Dad brought me and mum to find a carpenter and discuss the designs, including the shape, dimensions, colour and pattern of the wood for the table. As the carpenter also suggested us to buy the table from the furniture store so that the cost would be lower, dad brought us to a few stores to look if there's any table of my liking. Unluckily, there wasn't any table that suits the design in my mind, most of them were office-type. Dad also went to buy some bathroom glass shelves to upgrade our bathroom. So we spent almost the whole afternoon going here and there in my dad's off day.


I was really happy and grateful for my parents who tried their best to fulfill my wish. That feels great, indeed.

The next day after I've decided how my table should be, dad informed the carpenter uncle to come and fed him with all the details. Dad also wanted a rack to be set up above the piano too. We were told the work might take a month to be finished.


But the good news came faster than I've expected. Two days ago my table arrived and set up, which means I have two months more to enjoy it before leaving for studying degree.

Again I spent an afternoon arranging everything (or precisely just almost everything :p) and did some simple decorations. Now the table looks neat, but not beautified enough yet. I plan to do some drawings on the wall, design tomorrow maybe. :D

Some glimpses of my table.




Got the idea? XD

Now now, let me continue my reverie to perfect my lovely table. (Haha, a bit too much this affection is it?)



Thursday 28 June 2012

Leaves and Notebooks - My favourite collections

Every day, every hour and every minute is special, when we're close together.

Sunday 24 June 2012

梦境

那天晚上

做了一个梦

一个很可怕的梦

梦到失去...


原来白天里的担忧

会如此放大一百倍地反映在梦中

这才让我察觉

那恐惧原来如此深刻...


伴随我的梦

一路以来

都是毫无理章  怪诞无序的

从这一幕  毫无头绪地转到下一幕

一开始本来是这人  下一刻忽然变成了另一人

从一部电影中知道

梦里的世界  是自己创造  并身历其境的

而创造和存在在那世界里这两个过程

是同时在进行的

无论那个梦境多么奇怪

身在其中的我们

都不会觉得奇怪

只会在醒来后

才发觉梦里的情景

根本不合逻辑...


那晚这个梦  也是不合常理的

但当我知道那噩耗时

心痛甚于刀割

梦里的我痛哭

醒来时还隐约感觉到之前在抽噎

心有余悸...


几年前  我曾在文章中写过

‘在失去后才懂得珍惜

是人类的通病’

古今往来  都一样...


也许这梦要让我省思  要更疼惜

身边陪着我的每一个 <3



Saturday 23 June 2012

原来鱼儿也会感到寂寞

家里一直都有养鱼

鲤鱼  金鱼  孔雀鱼  不知名的鱼

都养过

在我们家待了最长时间的

是鲤鱼  爸爸最爱的鱼

养鱼  是爸的坚持

我们也听惯了

鱼缸里‘打气’的流水声

一旦停电

水声停止了

就会感觉屋里忽然空虚了  太寂静了

前天鱼缸里两只黄色小鲤鱼的其中一只突然去了

剩下另一只孤零零地留在水里

或许是相处多时的同伴忽然不见了

它害相思  抑或害怕  或空虚

或寂寞

而变得不动也不吃

只栖息在靠墙角的角落

是待着  还是等待着?

曾听说

鱼的记忆只有七秒

我会说我完全不苟同

若是如此

我家的小鲤鱼

怎会因失去同伴

而静止不动将近一整天呢?


爸要去买回一两条鱼给它作伴  填补鱼缸的空虚

妈问爸  养鱼的乐趣是何以?

爸说  看鱼悠闲悠闲的  就是乐趣所在了

于是

两只有着金鱼尾巴鲤鱼身体可爱的混血鱼

加入了鱼缸家庭

添了红百两色

两只鱼儿朝气蓬勃  一放入水里即游来游去找食物吃

还去和忧郁寡欢的黄色鲤鱼打交道

在它身边游绕

今天

黄色小鲤再现活泼了

不再因为孤独而自我封闭了

看鱼儿悠游自在的

果然有一番乐趣


我才知道

原来鱼儿也会感到寂寞



Monday 18 June 2012

好喜欢这首词

青风相待,白云相爱

梦不到紫罗袍共黄金带

一茅斋,野花开

管甚谁家兴废谁成败?

陋巷单瓢亦乐哉

贫,气如山

达,志如山


——《山坡羊》(摘于《射雕英雄传》)






Sunday 10 June 2012

何为苦 何说苦 何知苦 何脱苦

有时
心情糟糕
气闷
便纵容自己做些
无聊琐碎的事儿
明知无用亦无益
却说什么也不愿转个心情
放下郁闷的那口气
规规矩矩的把更必要的事情做好
况且这无聊的玩意儿
也无能助我消解烦闷
所以说我哪
明知在浪费光阴
却依旧身陷其中
当真愚蠢得了
另一边还望别人把握 珍惜时光
自己都是这番模样
当真五十步笑百步

人呢
终究只懂得自己的愁苦
于别人之苦
却难以窥究
是理解不了
还是心存轻视
抑或不愿探知
又是另一道问题了

Thursday 7 June 2012

雾语

烟雾


      袅袅


在透净空气中


   旋转   飘散


千姿百态


       优柔寡断


恰似


       迷惑的你


随风飘扬


              消失
                     不见


梦醒





草于 28.3.2011 12.00 pm

Sunday 27 May 2012

《赠四爷与若曦缅怀》

粼粼月影微雨落

知知虫鸣添萧索

并肩温暖已成忆

思念情愫谁与托?





Thursday 12 April 2012

The feeling of tranquility is found...in this serene afternoon

Just realized that a nice afternoon nap could make me feel so good, so peaceful.
Even though i was away from home.
It almost felt like home, the moment i was awake and glanced at the clock.
Two hours i've been wandering in a dream i do not remember.
Not a bad dream i guess.
It's been long since i was able to sleep in the afternoon.
Not until form 4 and form 5 that i could have an afternoon nap.
I'd refuse if mum told me to go and take a nap because i used to feel that sleeping is wasting time and i'd always feel dizzy and have my head feel like lead after awaking.
But since i was in form 4 and 5, i was beginning to take up the habit of having a nap.
Maybe that was because of the tiresome homework and exams which made the nap a perfect excuse for myself to take a break, as i heard that sleeping can help the brain to arrange the information gathered.
But after i came here, i lost the ability to fall asleep in the afternoon again.
Part of this change might be due to the sultry atmosphere sometimes and the noises around.
So, just to say that, i'm glad i had a nice nap in this beautiful afternoon. XD

Sunday 1 April 2012

The Art of Missing and Retrieving =]

Back to this swirl of time, finally.

You know, it always feels so good to finally get to do something, to be with somebody you missed - for maybe just a little while, or so long that it is buried in your heart until you barely remember.

Last Friday went shopping at Suria KLCC with my dear sister and friend. Have been missing spending time with them so much. I was really excited the days before Friday when sis told me that she would take a day off to accompany me shopping for dress when i suggested so. Plus my dearest buddy Ern also came along. I couldn't help but felt delighted. However, the luck was against me on the way to get to the destination that day. Waited a long time for bus to get to KTM, then missed the commuter by the critical ten seconds, and the next commuter kept being delayed. So i finally ended up reaching there after two and a half hour.. ~.~ I felt so sorry to sis and buddy and grateful to their patience and insistence to wait for me until we met with warm big smiles. :D
We had a great time visiting all the shops interested, commenting about the beautiful garments and their prices, buying accessories, enjoying drinks at Starbucks, having simple yet delicious lunch (or dinner? XD), taking photos with the twin tower (though it's so hot standing outside :p), and even the experience of rushing in fear of couldn't catch up the bus in time is memorable. But sis please don't keep nagging me that i spent too much time in the fitting room ok? :P
Finally we returned home safely. Sweet home it is, though sometimes sis you hurt me like that, but i'll always miss and return to home, no matter what happens, :')

Today is April Fool, but it doesn't mean much to me, like how the others previously were.

Instead, my family and i went to visit grandparent's graves as the Ching Ming Festival is around the corner. As usual, this is when relatives gather aside from the CNY. We woke up early in the morning and took off to the cemetery with the food, paper products and other stuff. Traffic jam when we were near there. I felt so sleepy that i took a nap while being trapped in the jam. Finally, we realized that it would take forever for the cars to move again so we decided to park the car beside the road and carry the stuff and walk into the graveyard. It was cloudy at first, then the weather became sunny around 9am. What i indeed felt special about this day is that i got a precious light chat with my elder cousin. I don't even remember we spent time together when i was younger but i have the feeling that i miss the time in the past when we played together. My sis and him were very close when they were young. But we've got less time to spend together as we grow up. Our topic - after so long time did not chat - was about online game! Weird huh? XD 'Cause the computer was on that time, so as i also play online games sometimes, very naturally we talked about games, haha! Though it was just a short moment as i had to pack things to go back KL with uncle and his family that afternoon, but i think the little iceberg between us has been broken. And i feel happy with that.

Tell you what, everything does change with time, but something. And family is definitely one of those something. I love the bonds among us, the similarities we share in our genes, and thus personalities. That makes me feel warm. I'm proud of my family, proud of the surname Kon, now and forever.

Wednesday 18 January 2012

回家过年咯~~

新年快到噜~!
兴奋兴奋~
因为又有假期
本来只放假两天 -.-
不过申请多三天假期
所以总共一个礼拜! :D
不过一个礼拜很快过完..
像上个星期的一个礼拜假期那样...
“耶,还有6天...
5天~ =)
剩下4天罢了..?
还有3天就要回去了T^T
还剩最后2天...
啊,明天就放完假了!”
所以,要好好享受这次的假期呀~ =^.^=

新的一年
希望有新的开始
醒来了!
脱离慵懒的状态!
集中精神点
要想清楚以后选科事宜
决定了就不能后悔啊
还有一切一切
希望都能顺顺利利啦
愿今年能:
振作精神
提升自我
改善缺点
给我勇气好么?

也祝愿大家龙年
万事如意
身体健康
笑口常开
=D


Sunday 15 January 2012

Missing you all already.

Happy time always flies pass, like how my Hippi zooms from under the sofa of the living room to the kitchen and zooms back. Except that time doesn't reverse and come back to us.


So my holiday ended and I had to come back to reality. Why do I use the word 'reality'? Maybe because the life during holiday is too cozy for me that it seemed like 'ideality'.


I spent my holiday quite simply. No fantastic travels or an astonishing party.
Most of the time I was at home with my lovely family. One day we went shopping at Malacca. Another day I went to Timesquare with bff Ern.


Being at home is sweet. Sweeter after Hippi had become our family member since last November.
You would definitely cheer up when you see her running towards you, waving her cute short tail, welcoming you when you get back home, or wake up in the morning, or simply after you took a bath and walk out of the bathroom. She's such a sweet kid, she is. Even though she bites, quite hard sometimes.
I love the way she brings much laughter to us. She's very talented. Clever, yet quite obedient.
She's got an adorable characteristic. See the way she walks, and you'll get the idea.
I'll call her my little princess, mind.
She loves to follow people, loves to play. You just won't feel lonely with she around.
So we just love her like she's our baby.
There's just too much to say about her. You won't know unless you spent sufficient time with this lovely Toy Poodle.


I spent quite a precious time with my family during this holiday.
We went to pasar malam, in which my dad's business was getting better during the second Saturday I was home due to CNY. Chrysanthemum was being sold like hot plates as usual.
Mom, sis and I went to the Nursery to buy the plants while dad was working. Used to feel sleepy going there, maybe that's because the environment there is too calming? But this time better, helped mom to pick some Chrysanthemum.
We set off to Malacca in the Sunday morning. We planned to go to Dataran Pahlawan and Jusco. But in fact we didn't quite know the exact route. Hehe. But dad agreed to try to find with my sis's 'half knowledge'.
So with dad's, sis's and mom's advice of directions, in which I've contributed nothing, and wouldn't remember how to go afterwards,XD we reached Dataran Pahlawan quite smoothly. We went for a quick shopping there for some three hours, saw a pet shop and met three Toy Poodles in a cage. Quite pity the look of them in the cage. :(
The shops there were mainly small size ones, which did not meet my favour. So I didn't buy anything there, mom and dad found some CNY food as souvenirs for relatives.
After having lunch at OldTown Cafe,we took off to Jusco. We went the wrong way at first, but luckily we managed to find the correct way at the end, credits to dad who have spotted the signboards directing to our destination.
It was much better to me there, so I bought some clothes of my satisfaction. Sis bought some too.
I wished I could've stayed there longer but owing to the fact that we weren't so familiar with the route, we must go back earlier.
It was nice to be home relishing mom's cook instead of oily food outside with much additives. Nice to go out for a drink with light chat. Nice to laugh together seeing Hippi's amusing behaviour. Nice to have a jog with sis at the park. Nice to read novel sitting on the sofa. Everything was nice at a harmony home.


With dearest buddies, Ern and Bunny, we went for a drink the second day I got back home. Nice chat with you two, as always. Simple and hearty. Disappointed when heard someone kinda betrayed my trust. Went to Kiara to find clothes, yumcha at the Japanese cafe, at which the food menu is shrinking -.-, went to Bun's house and been introduced to Show Time the online game.
On Wednesday went to Timesquare with Ern, a happy trip, though I didn't have much harvest, haha. Quite everything is already narrated here: http://turtur-sweethome.blogspot.com/2012/01/kon-kon-kl-xd.html
Friday Ah Bun suddenly appeared in my home again, in which I've already used to it, XD and we went for a STROLL at the park, with the original plan to JOG. Below is the conversation we had(originally in Mandarin):
Me:  You bring along your bag to run?
Bun: I thought you said jogging?
Me:  Jogging isn't running? o.o
Bun: Jogging isn't walking meh? O.O
Me:  Jogging is running la~ -.-
Bun: Walking la~
Me:  ...
So we just walked and talked, with some people jogging pass us.

***
In a blink of eyes, Sunday came and I had to pack my things and go back where i'm currently sitting.
First thing after coming back is cleaning and unpacking. And I've frustratedly found out - spider webs are inhabiting every corners! Since when spiders make themselves home at MY PLACE? =.=
And after the long cleaning up session, I made a conclusion: Clock runs as fast when doing these cleaning jobs as when it's happy time.
I was back around 12.30 pm, and when I've finally finished doing moping and showered, it was already 4 pm, and when I see the clock showing the time, I was like, are you kidding me? I haven't even ate my lunch!
Now everything is settled, finally.


Hope this new semester would be fine, or better.


And CNY is coming! Going back home again this Friday, or if luckier, this Thursday. :D

Saturday 14 January 2012

Yes, I want you to follow me into my fantasy.

Clock tower.
Is somehow fascinating to me, especially the ancient one.
Imagine that it has run for ten centuries and has watched the world for a thousand years.
Must have seen through the changes caused by time.
The combination of the gears, hands, screws, wires, ... signals the time, reminding people that they are fading.
Yes, people are the one who fade, not the time, time do not fade.


However, the inspiration for me to entitle my blog Reverie - The Clocktower came from MapleStory. XD
The Clocktower in my reverie looks like this.


Path of Time, Ludibrium in MapleStory
I love the graphic, a mysterious and lovely aura.


We live in time. Surrounded by its aura, and there's no way to escape.


So i believe in time.


People say, time heals.
Yeah, it's true, but there're things which couldn't be completely healed.
Perhaps just hibernate at a corner of your mind, and might be aroused sometime after, or might be not.


When my mind is not occupied by anything - in the moment like waiting for something, traveling in a vehicle, mind wandering off while doing something else - i tend to fall into reverie, or deep thought.
And i've developed some theories or hypotheses thereafter. =]


In case you're wondering about the title of this post, it was that i recalled in one of my favourite movie, Inception, which impressed me very much, Miles said to Cobb 'And now you want me to let someone else follow you into your fantasy.'


Yes, come follow me into my fantasy. :D